For better, or worse, I haven’t gone anywhere even though I seemingly abandoned this blog. Rereading the first 2 entries that I created, I can see why I moved away from this self-expression. You see, I started this blog to help myself cope with what I was going through helping my mom fight cancer. Shortly after my last post, she went rapidly downhill. She passed away on March 7th 2015, one week before my 30th birthday.
Watching her fight, and then accept her fate, has been an overwhelming experience in my life. There are so many reasons why, and over time, I’d like to share the process, and perhaps help myself work through some of it.
You see, my life has changed so much since that last post. I went from a point of wanting to try to make my life with my husband smoother and fill it with happiness, and instead we boiled over, and are now working on going our separate ways. In the midst of all of this is our beautiful 2 year old son. I have been through so much in the last year, and I would like to transform this blog into a place where I can share my joys, struggles, and what I’m learning through it all. If I can help just one person look at life from another perspective or smile, I’ll consider this an accomplishment.